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[11 Jan 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

EVERYBODY ADD MY NEW JOURNAL jets_2brazil PLEASE!!!

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11 see love is blind..

[17 Dec 2004|11:15pm]

C o m m e n t   t o   b e   a d d e d 
9 see love is blind..

[02 Dec 2004|07:06pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

SOOO tired

SOOO sick

SOOO frustrated

SOOO much stuff goin on

SOOO dont feel like typing it all....


 

6 see love is blind..

[26 Nov 2004|01:26am]
[ mood | ggrrrrrr ]

M y k e livejournal.com/users/myke_0 says:
that's a bad word.
[S e a] fuck... you... says:
well they deserve to see it
M y k e livejournal.com/users/myke_0 says:
They?
[S e a] fuck... you... says:
certain ppl, certain past, certain story, perfect word
M y k e livejournal.com/users/myke_0 says:
well that sums it up.
M y k e livejournal.com/users/myke_0 says:
I guess they do deserve it then i will agree
M y k e livejournal.com/users/myke_0 says:
fuck them
[S e a] fuck... you... says:
hahaha
[S e a] fuck... you... says:
your too awesome

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[25 Nov 2004|08:08pm]
[ mood | drained ]

pics..CLICK HERECollapse )

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[23 Nov 2004|05:12am]
[ mood | confused ]

aarons gone...
its 5:12 a.m...
and im shaking like an earthquake...

1 see love is blind..

:) [23 Nov 2004|03:21am]
[ mood | drunk ]

ok so here again i am typing an entry.
i accidently typed it in my dads livejournal.
oh well.
ok so yeah im here with aaron, rodriguez
no not my dad.
ok and im also drunk kinda
but
we went to dennys
and aaron made me eat
i wasnt really hungry but yeah
i do feel better
still fuckin dizzy
but oh well
ok so what else...
im going home wednesday
for thanksgiving
i have to babysit my brother while my mom "prepares"
i swear i should be that kida mother
i take care of him WAY TOO MUCH
im ranting...
anyways heres aaron
we tried makeing him a livejournal but its being a little fucker..




too bad im fuckin bummed out being aaron fuckin rodriguez.
why do i stress.
im moving away.
thats all.
what the fuck
why am i so drunk
sierra's a brilliant ass mutha
tonight was the second time ive seen her ever and it was fun
i didnt really get to meet her at the game we first met at
but,
i wish i had
she's definetly tight
her dads fuckin narly as fuck
his names aaron and his b-days the same fuckin day as mine
o wow!
enough said!!

1 see love is blind..

aahhgg.... [16 Nov 2004|08:36pm]
[ mood | confused ]

the things you miss when your grounded... bry and brooke? never saw that comein. well good for bry.. and brooky. yay... ok so anyways im still grounded. just thought id update.

me and oliver? hell yes...
what i expected it to be? hell no...
.....
........
..........
am i jealouse of her? OHHH yeah...

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got caught... [16 Oct 2004|05:03pm]
[ mood | scared ]

i cant use the phone or computer monday - friday
i cant go to my best friends quincenera
i cant go to homecomeing (im sorry bry..)
i cant have a life
starting.... now

2 see love is blind..

haha [12 Oct 2004|08:23pm]

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!
1 see love is blind..

[12 Oct 2004|08:06pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i feel lost i feel unloved i feel out of place i feel confused i feel angry i feel sad i feel remorse i feel mean i feel lonely i feel pain i feel.... so empty i need love i need hugs i need kisses i need a hand to hold i need a relationship i need the perfect guy i need the perfect relationship i need alot of things.... %$#@^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


THIS GUY IS SO SO SO FREAKIN FLIPPIN HOTT..... thought i'd let ya'll know

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so bored [10 Oct 2004|06:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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ha.. hah hah... jees... [10 Oct 2004|05:52pm]
[ mood | i dont know... ]

today was ok. My mom woke me up like at 9 in the morning banging on my bedroom door screaming
" ARE YOU GOING TO THE ELKS LUNCHEON?? NICOLE IS PICKING YOU UP IN AN HOUR GET UP!! "
so i get up about 10 minutes later...

I take a shower and get dressed with whatever touches my hands first and put my hair in a pony with a trucker hat since i didnt feel like straightening it... i've been so lazy lately.. i wonder why... but ANYWAY.

we get to the luncheon, and i go through the normal elks routine. see old faces, greet, kiss ass, recieve compliments, etc...
" Bertie your grandaughter is so tall! "
" Your so lucky your skinny "
" You should meet MY grand kids, i think there about your age "  (they're probably bucked face hicks too..)
" I love your dark hair, its so shiny "   (because yours is so white?)
yeah... i havnt been too nice lately..

good thing josh was there. josh and i jacked grandmas car to pick up jason. so we did, and drove right back (i insisted we ditch, but josh said no.. bummer). We walk in to be greeted by two clowns. I hate clowns... and these were annoying.

Basically the next two hours were consumed by eating, playing pool, makeing fun of the clowns, and more fun stuff...

then... we got bored... so we jacked a golf cart... and had REAL fun.... speed bumps should be illeagle, there stupid and make you crash...

then we had to leave... so we dropped josh and jason off cuz they were going to some party... anfd i was tired... and so i was dropped off and here i am... I HATE SUNDAYS!

i hate boys.... i really do.... i do i do.... hate boys.... yeah... hate em...
BUT I NEED THEM! i guess its a love hate thing...
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:( [06 Oct 2004|02:07pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

do you remember when you were a little kid and you wanted a toy really bad when you went to the store, but your mom wouldn't let you get it, no matter how much you begged?? Well that's how I felt about you... now I feel like that one time I threw away all my barbies because of that ONE chuckie movie.. even though playing barbies was the best thing in the world to me...

6 see love is blind..

[02 Oct 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | confused ]


GO CUZ SEA SAID SO :)

4 see love is blind..

...oliver oliver oliver... *sigh* all i think about alll dayyy... how did i feel this way so sudden. [01 Oct 2004|10:34pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

me and the moon
Its a good year for a murder
shes begging to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause hes not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
two men come to rush her away
no ones so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
shes lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake them away
you marry a rule and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly



love sea... :(

love is blind..

[26 Sep 2004|03:49pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]


metal head, emo heart




9 see love is blind..

[25 Sep 2004|06:50pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I AM: sick.
I WANT: happiness.
I HAVE: issues.
I WISH: for understanding.
I HATE: heartache.
I FEAR: lust.
I HEAR: a song.
I WONDER: how long.
I REGRET: birth.
I LOVE: dad.
I ACHE: everywhere.
I ALWAYS: wonder.
I AM NOT: content.
I DANCE: all the time.
I SING: anything at all.
I CRY: too often.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: honest.
I WRITE: sad letters.
I WIN: arguments.
I LOSE: at everything else.
I CONFUSE: everyone & myself.
I NEED: answers.
I SHOULD: get over it.


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YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: no
x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: no


DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: meh...
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: never
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: haha, no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: my dad is my twin, my mom is a feak...
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: definatly


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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: brown.
EYE COLOR: hazel.
HEIGHT: 5'6
BIRTHPLACE: cali


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FAVORITE
NUMBER: 2000
COLOR: green
DAY: friday
MONTH: july
SONG: anything by death cab for cutie or the postal service
FOOD: thin crust cheese pizza
SEASON: fall
SPORT: football
DRINK: coke


PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle.
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate


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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GOTTEN SICK? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no (wanted to...)
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yes
TALKED TO AN EX? yes
MISSED AN EX? yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? yes


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Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? nooo
2. Bungee jump? =/
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? yes
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? yes
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? you freak!
7. Parachute from a plane? no.. hah
8. Walk on hot coals? no?!
9. Go out with someone for their looks? yes...
10. For their reputation? no
11. Be a vegetarian? no way
12. Wear plaid with stripes? ahh yeah =)
13. IM a stranger? yes
14. Sing Karaoke? fun fun
15. Get drunk off your ass? mmm..
16. Shoplift? 99 cent store?
17. Run a red light? yes
18. Star in a porn video? no!
19. Dye your hair blue? yes!
20. Be on Survivor? nooo booo
21. Cheat on a test? yes lol
22. Make someone cry? hope not..
23. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? no! yeck..
24. Stay up all night? yes =)


EVER BEEN...
Arrested: nope
Hand Cuffed: yes haha
Scared: all the time..
Depressed: all the time
In Love: all the time!
Confused: ALL THE TIME!!
In a Fight: yes
Contact Fight: ..yes
In Debt: no silly
Sick: right now
In the hospital: yes sir
Drunk: man ALL THE TIME!! jk...
On Tv: no =(
On Probation: no
Under House Arrest: no way
Grounded: shit all the TIME!
Threatened: yes
Sexually Abused: yes...
Happy: sure
Too busy: yes yes
Hurt: all the time
Ignored: oh yes..


EVER FEEL...
Ugly: uh huh
Lost: yes
Forgotten: with the rents..
Used: shit yea
Clueless: no
Dumb: yes!
Helpless: yes
Ruined: not yet
Pretty: only on thursdays...
Loved: yes


ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: fruit =)
Love/Money: love
Family/Career: family
Car/Bike: walk
Summer/Winter: summer
Beach/Mountain: beach
Travel/Work: travel
Lover/Friend: friend
Right/Wrong: right


WHAT IF...


You were rich: I would MOVE!
You were pregnant: my mother would hate me...
You were robbed: material possessions aren't much...i would be scared
Any one dream could come true: I'd waste a dream
You had one wish: I'd save it forever

love,

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im more then stoked... [24 Sep 2004|03:26pm]
[ mood | HAPPY!!! ]

<lj-cut text="me and aaron">

AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



lovin the name


-updated profile- sea <3.. arkive skaters are the hottest ..a lesson learned is a picture burned.. your a memory to me says:



lol, hey aaron


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



hi


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



hey ima go to ec right now


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



see you in a lil bit




-updated profile- sea <3.. arkive skaters are the hottest ..a lesson learned is a picture burned.. your a memory to me says:



k


-updated profile- sea <3.. arkive skaters are the hottest ..a lesson learned is a picture burned.. your a memory to me says:



bye


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



bye


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



im stoked


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



you?


-updated profile- sea <3.. arkive skaters are the hottest ..a lesson learned is a picture burned.. your a memory to me says:



totally


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



haha


AwWhAtHapPeNeDwHyArEyOuRtEeThMiSsInG says:



bye


-updated profile- sea <3.. arkive skaters are the hottest ..a lesson learned is a picture burned.. your a memory to me says:


bye bye

love is blind..

yesterday sucked... [24 Sep 2004|01:12pm]
[ mood | okay ]

http://www.arkivefabrix.com/main.htm


GO THERE AND THEN GO TO TEAM AND THEN CLICK ON UNDER CONSTRUCTION AND THEN CLICK ON AARON RODRIGUES AND NAR (RUBEN) CUZ THERE THE COOLEST AND AARON IS MY FUTURE HUSBAND CUZ HES THE BEST AND I CAN TALK TO HIM FOR HOURS MAN... YA.. AND HES A GOOD SKATER TOO SO CHECK IT OUT KIDS!!


p.s.- i didnt go to school today cuz i was sick and pluss too much drama so dont expect to see me at the game either. good thing i had nar and steph to talk to while i was home. thank you thank you.

<lj-cut text="nar">

SO HOTT!!
<lj-cut text="aaron <333">

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